Keeping Oil In My Lamp

As I continue on my journey through the "Omega" class, I feel that God keeps gently reminding me that he wants to spend more time with me. I sometimes get so caught up in everything I am doing for for others, that I don't take very good care of me and my relationship with him.

Last weekend I had much needed downtime. How rejuvenated I felt. In Matthew 25, its talks about the ten virgins, 5 wise and 5 foolish. Lord, help me to not get caught up in everything I do and fill my life with your word in devotion each and every day. I know you want to know me more and hold me in your arms in the good and bad times. I have grown so much in my walk with the Lord, that sometimes it seem like I just can't get enough. Help me to decipher his voice in what I am suppose to be doing and not my agenda.

I don't want God to say "I don't know you."

What Is God's Dream For Me

All have to say after this mornings worship service is WOW! I thought I had a vision of what God wanted me to do in 2009, but now my mind is really in sort of a fog. Leading in Divorce Care is part of the puzzle, but is their more? The more I study God's word and share his love with others, the more I question what I am suppose to be when I grow up.

The first two weeks of the "Omega" class has been so eye opening for me. The book of Revelations is actually making some sense. Until now, it just seamed so hard to grasp. I have a better understanding of other scriptures and how the End Times were discussed throughout history. Sometimes... It seems like I just can't get enough. Other times....I feel like I am still stuck in that box screaming and no one can hear me, like the Masters skit this morning.

I am sure as I go through this year God will reveal more to me of his plan for my life. I just need to pray, be patient, and run with vision unless God says NO.

Where Do I Go From Here

I am excited and also nervous about starting, the "Omega Class" on the end times. This is something that I have always wanted to study but never had the opportunity. It seems like the more my walk with the Lord grows, the more I want to learn. I was never one that enjoyed reading any type of book. Know I am more geared to reading, taking classes, and prayer. Watching TV is sort of a noise diversion when I am in the kitchen. When people talk about the weather and news, sometimes I have to ask what? and when?

I love sharing what I am learning with others. I pray that the Lord teaches me how not to be so salty at times. I am so excited about 2009 and all those that are on this journey with me.